Thursday, March 29, 2007
I NEED A JOB!!!!!! SOMEONE PLEEEEEEASE GIMME A JOB!!!!! SOMEONE OUT THERE PLEEEEEASE HIRE ME!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, March 28, 2007
i've succumbed to the fact that i can never get a tan. despite exposing myself to sunlight and all that ultraviolet radiations for like two hours, all i get is like this red colour that makes me resemble more like kwan gong than juli an hee or all en wu. i blame it on my inherently low concentration of melanin in my body. well at least i can be the spokeperson on that (red) advertisement now.
life's been fun with the alakazams. yes thats right my first clique for the past 20 years of my life! hahaha like cliques are such a big deal. but it does help to kill time esp when im in this state of periodic unemployment :D and they're a great bunch of ppl i must say! we had fun in all the weird places, going suntan and swimming at tampines, arcading at plaza sing, eating horfun at geylang, k-boxing at parkway, lanning at paradiz, playing boardgames at mindscafe, gymminng at bishan, clubbing at MOS, chilling and bumming around in orchard. MAN we've been to alot of places!
on the other hand, (to be continued. why am i still continuing this blog even though no one reads it?)
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
i've succumbed to the fact that i can never get a tan. despite exposing myself to sunlight and all that ultraviolet radiations for like two hours, all i get is like this red colour that makes me resemble more like kwan gong than juli an hee or all en wu. i blame it on my inherently low concentration of melanin in my body. well at least i can be the spokeperson on that (red) advertisement now.
life's been fun with the alakazams. yes thats right my first clique for the past 20 years of my life! hahaha like cliques are such a big deal. but it does help to kill time esp when im in this state of periodic unemployment :D and they're a great bunch of ppl i must say! we had fun in all the weird places, going suntan and swimming at tampines, arcading at plaza sing, eating horfun at geylang, k-boxing at parkway, lanning at paradiz, playing boardgames at mindscafe, gymminng at bishan, clubbing at MOS, chilling and bumming around in orchard. MAN we've been to alot of places!
on the other hand, (to be continued. why am i still continuing this blog even though no one reads it?)
i've succumbed to the fact that i can never get a tan. despite exposing myself to sunlight and all that ultraviolet radiations for like two hours, all i get is like this red colour that makes me resemble more like kwan gong than juli an hee or all en wu. i blame it on my inherently low concentration of melanin in my body. well at least i can be the spokeperson on that (red) advertisement now.
life's been fun with the alakazams. yes thats right my first clique for the past 20 years of my life! hahaha like cliques are such a big deal. but it does help to kill time esp when im in this state of periodic unemployment :D and they're a great bunch of ppl i must say! we had fun in all the weird places, going suntan and swimming at tampines, arcading at plaza sing, eating horfun at geylang, k-boxing at parkway, lanning at paradiz, playing boardgames at mindscafe, gymminng at bishan, clubbing at MOS, chilling and bumming around in orchard. MAN we've been to alot of places!
on the other hand, (to be continued. why am i still continuing this blog even though no one reads it?)
Friday, March 23, 2007
Argh this is bad. I’m suffering from a writer’s block. And suffering from writer’s block is extremely bad at this period of time cos im supposed to finish my personal statement like eons ago. Fuck it.
I must admit I’m not a person with a linguistic flair; my ideas seem so awkward when they are conveyed in ink, instead of mouth.
I’m visual. I draw pictures to express myself, not in alphabets. As the adage asserts, a picture speaks a thousand words. And yet a thousand words cannot paint a scenary. Words lack the impact of voices too. For example if I say fuck, or KNNBCCB in real life, there is a force, an impact as my voice travels through the air in the form of waves and vibrations (ah this is physics, wtf) and travels to all corner of my surroundings to attract the (unwanted) attention of the people around me. Words, however nicely phrased, can never have the dramatic effects of voices.
After that’s all being said, however, we cannot undermine words itself. Words are invented as a mean to record all the past historical events and also as a way to convey messages in the passive mode. And as our society becomes more complex, and our heritage and culture becomes more enriched, felicitous expressions are developed to help us convey our messages more effectively. In this manner as we choose our words and phrasing carefully, language became an art in itself. Word is a by-product, or should I say an evident of our continuously evolving civilization and culture.
WTF this is like a GP essay. Ah wells just another of my bitchy rants for the day
Friday, March 09, 2007
i cant believe im 20 already. gosh.
im quite happy acutally becuase so many ppl remembered my birthday! well i guess on one part we have to thank technology (birthday alarm, friendster bday reminder, etc) but really, its the effort to take 5 seconds off from whatever you are doing and sms me a simple message or msn me online that makes it really special. i even received message from a guy that I havent seen since primary school and the last time we talked, it like on msn two years ago. its great to keep up with old friends :D. so really, im really thankful to all of you.
at the same time, i'm marvelling at how time flies. it seems that A levels is like yesterday and O's is like one week ago. hitting the big 2 also means more responsibility, more independent decision making and more self-responsibility. time to fly out of my comfort zone?
listening to norah jone's feeling the same way. those kind of emo and slow songs that you expect a 20 year old ah pek to listen to. rofl
Saturday, March 03, 2007
well i couldnt believe it, but I DID IT! cemerlang! boleh! bagus!
r j this year is awfully imba. 13 top scorers? wonders how the other jcs fare. maybe there will be 50 top scorers this year. over half the cohort got 4As, thats like if u say hi to your friends and ask their score, chances are 1 out of 2 will get 4As. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS SCHOOL?! WICKED SICK!
imagine how tensed up i was when i was collecting my results lah. all the ppl in front of me are getting good grades and the intensity was really building up inside me as the queue gets shorter and shorter. its the intensity of pressure, the pressure of your friends' performances and pressure of your family and the most of all, pressure within myself, the fear of not doing well for A's.
and finally, the moment that determines everything. getting the slip of paper that might determine your future.
i asked my teacher in a nervous tone : "did i do ok?".
"ya you did very well!" and she passed me the slip. its was at that very instant which all the pressure, nervousness, uneasiness gets all flushed out of my mind, replaced with that euphoria, triumph and watever feeling lah its just damn SONG. all the 2 years of hardwork, hardcore mugging, pure memorising, regurgitating, practicing, burning money on TYS and photocopy notes, desperately trying to stay awake in boring lectures, burning the midnight oil during exams, all these while juggling with CCAs and life simultaneously. and i must say the conclusion is good. though there might be alot of buggers out there with maybe 4As A1 for GP and holly 3S papers, im super contended with my results alr cos i knew this is the max i could achieve, and ive done the best of my abilities. and who gives a f*** about S papers anyway? im not a singaporean applying for scholarships? ha!
very happy for most of my classmates too. congratulations, you all have done exceptionally well. special mention goes to jaryl, you totally deserve your 4As and A2. you have been working so hard, and the results speaks for itself. and for others, im also glad that all your efforts throughout these 2 years are reflected on your results.
ah well in case u all are wondering what i got, 4As and A2.
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anyway went with the class at minds' cafe (nothing to do with the intellectually disabled assiciation) to play some board games. my conclusion is that games are only fun with the right crowd, esp loud and hyper ppl.
