Saturday, July 30, 2005
one day god says : let there be chickens
and there was egg.and god says: LOL
and it was good
Thursday, July 28, 2005
special thanks to ivan "chee koh" thia for the title.
anyway life has been haphazard these few weeks. CTs, house comm, archery, art club exhibition, etc... im really starting to feel abit worn out.
and after surfing other people's blog i realised how lousy my command of english is. that is actually one of the reasons for my unexplained long absense; there had been several attempts of updating but most end up being incorrigible and illogical piece of crap entries that is indeed distasteful and absolutely shameful and embarrassing if i do put them up.
i think that my recent drop in standard of english is directly linked to the fact that i have not been attempting to blog recently.
well besides that i must say i been a very ,very unhappy man recently. i just feel weird... anywhere, anytime. class, cca, house... i just feel like im an outcast in all these places, like a goddamn social misfit, like a bloody piece of oversized jigsaw that just wont fit into the puzzle.
i guess they called it depression? perhaps. i have been questioning alot of stuffs recently and they are definitely not helping in helping me to feel better. why do we exist? where do we go after we die? does god exist? what happens if he dont? u may say that im really jia ba bou dai ji (nothing better to do) but somwhow insecurities just sets in me and i have no choice but to face them.
and things arent going good; the more i think the more im getting disillusioned cos theres simply too much paradox and conflicts of ideas in religions. if god created adam and eve, where in the blue hell is the dinosaurs? they existed billions of years before humans do and sadly, i think humans only existed for like, 10000 years? which is extremely minute period of time considering our universe have existed triillions of years. and how does god exist in the 1s place? could karl marx be right in saying that religion is the opiate of the masses? that we derive relieve thru ignorance of our impending non-existence?
theres just too many whys bobbing in my head and its getting me irritated.
upsetting, upsetting.
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
After years of expensive education
A car full of books and anticipation
I'm an expert on Shakespeare and that's a hell of a lot
But the world don't need scholars as much as I thought
Maybe I'll go travelling for a year
Finding myself, or start a career
Could work the poor, though I'm hungry for fame
We all seem so different but we're just the same
Maybe I'll go to the gym, so I don't get fat
Aren't things more easy, with a tight six pack
Who knows the answers, who do you trust
I can't even seperate love from lust
Maybe I'll move back home and pay off my loans
Working nine to five, answering phones
But don't make me live for Friday nights
Drinking eight pints and getting in fights
Maybe I'll just fall in love
That could solve it all
Philosophers say that that's enough
There surely must be more
Love ain't the answer, nor is work
The truth elludes me so much it hurts
But I'm still having fun and I guess that's the key
I'm a twentysomething and I'll keep being me
lol i knew i havent been updating.... damn sian lol.
anyway i've added alot of ppl under links. woohoo i got more friends now!
if sandralicious is delicious
the filipee is jubilee i suck in lit.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
math ...... A
GP ...... B4
Econ ..... C
Chem ..... D
Bio: E
so total : ABCDE!!! lol i shldnt have put bio at the bottom.... bad omen
Sunday, July 10, 2005
CHERRY GARCIA!
You scored 70% SWEET, 66% CHUNKY, and 74% UNIQUE! |
cherry sweet cream base with cherries and fudge chunks
Awesome...you are one of my personal favs: Cherry Garcia. You fall in the middle on all measurements- sweet, wild, and unique, but not overwhelmingly so on any of those. You make a good friend, able to share your unique perspectives on things, and able to have fun without winding up in jail or something. Good job. |
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My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 39% on SWEET |
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You scored higher than 53% on CHUNKY |
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You scored higher than 65% on UNIQUE |
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