Monday, January 31, 2005
http://fragfiles.org/~hlstory/timeline.htm
this is cool sh*t dude, and an excellent aid for those ppl who had no idea why they r killing headcrabs, monsters, etc in halflife.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
yes! since i have the right whether to go to the army and since i DID NOT get balloted to serve ns in malaysia, why shld i go for army?! its like spending 2 years of life doing .....nothing much. and so, if i come out i would be like one yr older than ppl and 3 YEARS older than gals.. EEEEEEE uncle.
cant help it since im sooo slack! and not dat nterested in carrying a damn bloody heavy rifle and crawl around in jungle and eat bugs. btw in malaysia the army uses Ak-47 ...dat shld be interesting.
fact number 2: there is no malay pilots in singapore army. feel free to prove me wrong lol, but i've heard it has sth to do wif loyalty and fear of affinity to malaysia, etc...
anyway quite sad that i didnt made it to jazz club and become a laughing stock of the school.
"dude u sound like william hung"-ananymous 1
"erm...its okay. thats the spirit"-ananymous 2
"u sing for jazz audition?!................."ananymous 3
"its okay i didnt have any professional training in singing"- philip
damn i really like jazz. when passion 99.5 is still around i used to listen to all nite jazz when i mug. until they decided to close down in sec 4. and now lush 99.5 is back its some sort of consolation. well come and think of it its some sort of elistic cca anyway where the cream of the cream is chosen and those undesirable genes are discarded.
so far my ventures into diferent ccas hav mostly failed. it must be becasue of my self-delusion and lack of self-acknowledgement that i sux in every things i do except for slacking. why isit that other ppl r able to get int o other genre of ccas? like ODAC, volleyball, bball, canoeing, dance, etc? and i wonder why its so easy for gals to join sports ccas without even going for trials. hmmmmm interesting.
really hope that i could make it to archery. firstly i would be a sportsman! secondly archery is damn fun and hitting a bullseye is comparable of an orgasm. thirdly i would finally get a core cca out of all these many little ccas im joining. lastly it would get me the pts i want in this otherwise retarded PEARLS system which i would prefer it to stand for
Pervertly Elitistic And Really Lame System.
but there are problems. representation only applies to representing SINGAPORE. wich means its actually damn bias towards the singaporean and foreign pupils cannot get a sh*t point even if they represent their country. but i tot this system is supposed to bring out the best in students and maximise their potential?
joining damn lots of cca...jap, r(A), art,...maybe photog . i hope that archery could be my core cca. even though there is a red cross senior around im glad that hes the one who didnt hamtam me.., but i saw this ni***las w**n guy around in archery trials today oso . WTF IS HE DOING THERE?! OH NO DUN TELL ME HE'S IN ARCHERY TOO OR I'LL QUIT. LOL just joooking. and maybe i'll try to run for faction too and be the aesthetics i/c of med fac 2 and start my brainwash propaganda campaigns career.
so dats my entry which doesnt make much sense. well its 12.10 am liao hello???
Monday, January 24, 2005
sorrie ifsome of the stuff does not make sense. im just dishing out all my frustrations
here surprisingly rj ppl r extremely friendly. this is in direct contrast to the siberian "ice-cold" treatment that im expecting to receive in rj. haha maybe its becos SOME ppl r not in rj! lets hope our paths never crosses. =P
it was a damn fun orientation week. from complete strangers we had become gd friends. or superficial ones dat is. on the surface i may be laughing and joking along or having a gr8 time, but there like this....damn empty and bitter aftertaste after all the revelrys and merry making. i feel like crap. not literally of course.its like a vry sad thing as like the rest of the grp is so bonded, and i, often feels that im being left out of the circle of trust, and i feel like no one wants to tok to me, which is like damn depressing. we all just tok on sum superficial stuffs like blah blah, but there is no one to share with me their little secrets or confide their frustrations or worries.
maybe im not trustworthy enough.normally wif ppl around i may be funny, but if im alone with that guy/gal, i will just revert back to my boring and lame and uninteresting self, asking questions or strike a conversation just for the sake of it.
maybe its becasue of me. maybe its that huge comfort zone dat surrounds me that im not willing to reach out to ppl and develop our relationships.guess im always sobre, like a grumpy old man, always whining abt here and there. what a dickhead.
in rj i've known like another 60+ ppl and dat only includes og and the class, with cca coming in that figure is likely to rise even more. and me, being used to be with a small grp of friends, was suddenly havthis massive influx of new ppl in my life, and trying my best to rmb all their names like crazy.
so while i try to socialise wih them im getting more distant with my old friends, which is a very sad thing considering all the fun we had in 4c. most of the time i'll just say hello and tok abit b4 i leave them with thier new friends. its feels like shit considering the fact that the friendship that u hav set up during these 2 or even 4 years just went away liddat. i mean i hardly tok to some of my best friends nowadays. and when i meet them its like we no longer hav a common topic.
man i wonder what will happen when they all go army while i go to uni. maybe i'll lost all of them.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
think studying english is too much a pain in the arse? think that ur english/GP teacher is not chio/cute enough to stimulate ur interest in english? Good news! Moetan~ a whole new video/software/guidebook is here to rescue u from failing! "Moetan" has created a tremendous stir in the japanese english education industry, selling 350 thousand copies and has even been selling like hot cakes in korea. in the guidebook, cute manga gals will be your mentors, guiding u through the essential vocabularies and grammer that would tested in the english examinations, using anime or manga-rleated terms to help candidates to familarise with common and practical english usage in real life and at the same time cultivate their interest in english. e.g blue: doraemon is round and has a BLUE body the cute gals (thus the name MoeTAN, since "moe" means cute in jap =) ) are also visually pleasing and an excellent addition to the boring, stff and mundane english textbook. tons of pictures and "visual-aids" are also added to spice up the guidebook.
link!
http://www.moetan.jp/ the official website with intro video download!
http://www.moetan.jp/sample2.html some sample
so what r u waiting for? get ur copy of Moetan now!!! perfect gift for pedophiles and otaku fanatics! frankly speaking.....i dun think the english inside MAKES MUCH SENSE AT ALL!!! and the grammer!!! OMG how dare they publish this kind of book when an english book should be gramatically correct? anyway adding cute gals in a guidebook is not such a bad thing after all..lol maybe they will make one for bio, so that i wont fall asleep during lectures.... second cool crap!
http://gprime.net/video.php/toosmooth lol dats TOO smooth isnt it?
Sunday, January 16, 2005
so far i've received 4 applications! which is a very good thing!
so i need to create new characters like the fairy indian godmother and the flamethrower guy... maybe we can have a male version of go-go yubari! im sure david would like to throw iron balls around...
im still thinking of the direction of the film. should it be musical or pure american-like bullcrap? im still thinking...
Friday, January 14, 2005
i just have another new year resolution! im gonna make a new FILM(yes, atleast one 1/3 hour video) called TAUPOK: pressure pleasure. i've already thought of the script and details but to prevent ppl from copying me i shall nit post it here. interested ppl who r willingto participate in this most exciting event of the year or willing to sponser me a camcoder or even a digital video reocrder of at least 3.0 megapixel pls contact me.
Sunday, January 02, 2005
DISCLAIMER: THIS ENTRY IS SUPPOSED TO BE POSTED ON 1ST JANAURY 2005 BUT FOR THE SAKE OF INSOLENCE IT WAS DELAYED UNTIL NOW.
as the clock is ticking away to 2005, lets reflect on the year 2004!
2004 is a year filled with extensive mugging and creative madness. also included would be some personal development and awareness. and of course there is the usual ups-and-downs and sorrow and joy.
yeah i designed so much stuff for that year, notice board, t-shirt, posters... and even a movie by the name of "kill ball" (with special credits going to guanghao who has been inspiring me for the past 4 years as my buddy...and many other ppl who has inspired me in one way or another)
its oso the worst year cos of the o's. well im partly at fault for not studying for the entire 1st half of the year and onli rushing after the bullshit result of the common test. its was a really bad, bad 2nd ha;f of the year. nauseaous, hallucinations, insommia, yellings, and uncountable formulas was my lifestyle. gald its all over.
on a happier note i actually got an A1 for my
CC@$$. dat was unimaginable considering im only a lowly corporal (like h*tler). luckily i do not hav to do ns or else i could imagine how my life would be in the army...
and i managed to giv ppl presnts! believe it or not dat was my resolution for year 2004. i hav been so selfish for the past years and i just want to see how it would turn out if i started
giving. it turned out pretty well, i guess.
so whats my new year resolution for this yr?
1stly enjoy my 2 years in jc, hopefully rj all the way.
2ndly make more friends, esp female ones!!!! my friends distribution is now fairy topsided , male-dominated and i need some balance...
3rdly do well in jc so i can get a scholarship to overseas!!
4thly get into some cca which i could realy enjoy it. my cca experience has never been smooth ride. i hope this time, it wont be a calamitious as before.
5th, make more lameass videos, and maybe sequels of kill ball. the rj campus is big and indeed a wonderful place for filming videos and a great source of inspiration.
6th, know beautiful gals and maybe fall in love....ahahahahaha we shall see
lastly is to keep constant update on my blog...it has been dead for like 2 months.
and looking at my few entrys for the last 3 months, i must say that my blog's quality has dropped tremendously. most of it is all description of wat happened. from now i shall change to my former style. instead of focusing on wat happened i shall focus more on how i felt that day. and also i shall put a "crap video of the week" entry every week! it isnt fair for me to keep all the lameass videos wif me, i shall share wif ppl everywhere!!!
and yeah my veri first entry for the year 2005!
