Friday, February 27, 2004
ok in case u all didnt notice, i've claened up the 7.30 friday entry abit cos i fear revenge...... :(
walls have ears, u knoe? who knows, some busybody go and tell this fella, and this would hurt his feelings as well. hence, i've decided to nip in the bud.
ah yes yes yes my drawing touch is back!!! yesyesyes!!! i gues i was just simply too stressed for the past few days :(
haha i've erased the pics
btw quote of da week:
"bitch teacher: how come u didn't pass up the class practical? im gonna mark all late u knoe?
an smart and handsome biology student: but mam, we must practise teamwork and team spirit!!! we shld all pass up at the same time!!! group mentality is the most important thing!!! that's wat my cca taught me!!!
bitch teacher:.......(dumbfounded)"
"*frantic* did i get a 9? did i get a 9?"- a tangibly frantic and desperate ex vice-chairman of a particular cca
YEAHHHHHHHHHH SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPIIIIIEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!! WWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWW AN A1 FOR MY CHINESE. WOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! DISTINCTION SOME MORE!!!!!!! :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)
wahahahahahahahaha *danicng in a madness confusion* higher! higher! ha! excellent!!!!!
if u dunno wat im toking abt, nvm......
see leon? i told u can do it. hence ur ji ren you tian is unnecessary, and this proves my point that u r a immense+gargantuan+dinasoric, fatty acid+glycerol+lipids, Student Leader Under Training............. in short a big fat ****...
haha im sure u wont mind in such a jovial occasion, would u ? ;)
oh dear my senior didnt do that well... 12.... but aiyah ok for him loh....
actually, today is the "critising cum lashing" day to some @$$holes, but i shldn't do so today..... i don want to be xue shang jia shuang......shall reserve until a more appropriate tme...
yeah so many malaysian top scorers this year.....2 leh...haha my mum says that the malaysian gal is chio ;) but i find her okay okay lah....not that chio.... but hmmmm i like smart chicks......
based on the science of over-generalisation, i can conclude that malaysian are:
1)smart
2)good in chinese
3)good in art
4)looks good
5)thinkers, pioneers, leaders
feel free to rebutt moi.....
today could be such a wonderful day if not for a unfortunate incident. i'll never forget it....
i was at the canteen, when i saw my band senior, i said hi to him, and patiently wait 4 him to tok over his phone.... then i congrats him. dat was the issue.... i noticed that beside him was my red cross senior.... wow he has changed.... for the worse.... he has dat same centre parting, but now became a ahbeng-ahbeng.....dyed his hair too(ha it wasnt obvious but i still can see it ;) though i dun really like this fella..... but based on courtesy.. i said hi to him.
ya he greeted me back. but he whispered sth to the other guy. ok it wasnt exactly a whisper because it WAS QUITE LOUD. I can claerly see two syllabus coming out from his mouth: "suk" and "ker"
the word came like an arrow, piercing through my fragile heart. a sudden fit of anguish came over me. i quickly walked off, as firstly, i dun want to fight, and secondly, i dun think dat i could win dat guy. i have simply too much lard on my body, a perfect punching bag.
i'm so godamn pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed!pissed! knnbccb! who da hell do u think u r? at least ppl bother to greet u okay? wat kind of sh*t attitude is this?
ok if u didnt say that im a s***er, then i apologise. but, since im 91% sure that i heard that word, thou shalt critisize u till im happie.
darn, if its because of my inferiority complex that it was simply an illusion, then im so screwed!! but im sure!!! im sure that word come out from his gd rotten mouth!!!
oh crap, i forget that gal r reading my blog.... sorrie?
Thursday, February 26, 2004
actually wanted to post sumthing... but mugging is prioritised ;)
ya, most ppl got the 1st 1 correct. *cheer effects from "the price is right"*
however, the challenging 1 is that who can that jc guy be? hmmm....... clues: he is at the front pages in the latest rafflesian. no prize for guessing, thugh =)
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
speaking of catfight... reminds me of the taiwanese referendum thingy...perhaps we could hav a referendum as well?
btw don worry leon. i don hate u. that is just a...erm....metaphor???(darn must study my lit more *.*)
wow during my three-day absense, my blog has suddenly attracted a lot of ppl!!! and i noticed that THERE'S at least 1 GAL who visited my blog!!! *clap* *clap* *cheers* *cheers* *woo* welcome gal! a breakthrough from 0!!!
hmm that means the trouble of cleaning up language of the da blog, i suppose
haha read a damn funny entry today!! haha obviously this guy is pissed off at me!! wahahahahahahaha!!!!!! =) LMAO LOL.
here's a quote:
"I find it absolutely childish to be labelled a "censored". I mean just look at the choice of language. Woowwww. I'm sure you can do better then that. Ya and I dunno like in how many tons of subjects you thrashed me in so just go off to gloat will you."
firstly, i didn't named THAT person. so IT COULD BE ANYONE RITE? DID I SAY IT WAS U? MMMMM? Ha u admit urself, i didnt ~say ~it ~was ~u~~~. in chinese we call it "不请自来" (BU QING ZHI LAI) and "对号入座" (DUI HAO RU ZHUO) wahaahahahha ROFLMAO
OKOK I think u must be very pissed off by now, so i shall give my two cent's worth now. from ur reply, i think u also knew that u hav this whining probelm, don't u? hence subconsciously, u must knew that u hav this uncontrollable tendency to feel infeiror to other ppl, even though u r so much better than them. thus the violent reaction from u. (haha, once again, i didn't mention names ;) )
ya, why shld u complain so much when u r doing so well? learn to appreciate more things in life man... even though now my results sux ( for ur info, lose to u in everything except chinese, hence ur argument in ur blog is INVALID) yet, im still very happy. i get to watch TV, read manga, slack around, have a lovely family, and hav many good friends..... why shld i be sad?
but from ur blog u say that :
" Yes and I think that when you're down in raffles, there's almost no one there to support you. Perhaps save for a few.......be left unwanted in the solitary chamber of my heart; to sob and pick up the remaining pieces of my shattered confidence alone, without the sympathy of anyone else around."
now, wat is wrong with u? u hav so many good friends( male and female) that will have always support u and now u say that u r lonely? if u dont appreciate things in life, just see wat happens if they r taken away from u...
frankly spaking, im jealous of u. u r born with the look, the fitness, the charisma, the brain, and u enjoys the great company of ur friends. in fact, the reason of why im so pissed on Mon Feb 09, 10:51:34 PM is that i saw ur blog that day. ya, i've never eat or go out with ppl for a long time...(sob) ok, at most places like j8 and S11. sigh...
ya, so wat more do u want? life is not perfect, u knoe. wat's more u enjoys love. pure love. insatiable love. did u know that there is a man, who studies in boy sch for 10 years, never in any relationship, and dunno any gals?
u shld hav more self-confidence in urself. u r doing perfectly well. don give urself too high expectations or sth. u said that:
"Whats the problem. I'm REPEATING IT. *toot!* for physics and *toot!* for commonwealth is NOT GOOD ENUFF FOR ME. So what if I got lower than you. Did I even mention a comparison to you? I measure against myself, and NO ONE ELSE.....if I say I feel sad means I'm deliberately trying to put down all those who got lower than me. Like I said I measure against myself"
i can easily rebutt this line. remember the chinese test? ya i fell sad that day because it's not up to my expectation. but wat did u all say? "hypocrite" "hao lian" "top still so like that", etc. so wouldn't it be natural for ppl to ASSUME THAT U R ALSO TRYING TO BE LIKE...ERM...(dunno wat word to put)..? perhaps u don really mean it, but the truth is, u r pissing everyone off. so i suppose change is inevitable, hmm. perhaps its beacuse u r a pisces that u have this tendency to feel inferior. ya, im a pisces too, and i feel that all the time. but i managed to supress it
ya i apologise for my comments for that day. i was simply too pissed and frustrated at my stupidity. i hope that u wont mind, would u? another reason is that my english is simly umcomparable to that of kenny's, ya so i aslo dunno how to scold ppl.
ya so after this very long essay, r u still pissed with me? once again i apologise.
1 thing i admire about u is that u didnt confront me in class or sth like that. u managed to suppress ur emotion, that is a gd thing, and also very gentleman-like. shall we give a clap to this guy? *clap*
2 claps? *clap**clap*
11 claps? *clap**clap**clap**clap**clap**clap**clap**clap**clap**clap**clap*
KKL is da man!!!
Sunday, February 22, 2004
sigh...im onli allowed internet access now....
i'm so screwed for my tests this term.... and for some reason i'm so GOD DAMN STUPID this yeaar. i'm mugging chem for the whole morning and afternoon but I STILLL CAN'T GET THESE STUPID FU*KING S*IT INTO MY GOD DAMN DENSE HEAD!!!! arrrgh i'm so depressed. wat has happened to me? last year i could mug the whole thing in just a couple of hours and could get it into my head afterwards. but when i try to do the assignment todae i just like, sit there, dumbfounded, beacuse my mind is a virtual blank. yes, as blank as a piece of white paper. suddenly i forgot wat is cathode and anode. suddenly i forget everything about reactivity series. suddenly i forget all about mole concept. im so frustrated about myself that i almost threww a temper and wanted to cry. it applies to differentiation as well. its just like i've studied it last week but i couldn't even do question 1 in the supp ex. dude i think i m suffering from amnesia or sth. i hav a hard time memorising things, and this is making me so frustrated. Kenny praised me in his blog. and this makes me so ashamed of myself. i didnt think that i even helped
him alot, and giving him all the crap,(ya i knew that i could come up with sth better, but my brain just refuse to work) darn, now im so ashamed and frustrated, because i think i qian ta yi ge ren qing, and the fact that he said that im "so pro in chinese" make me even more depressed than ever. i felt so useless. like a fei ren.
i think i'll update my blog less often now. it's not im lazy. i've got so many to write about. but it's because i seriously have to buck up or i'll have this feeeling that i'll screw my o lvl. my results this term is already disastrous. 16 for physics....and some bastard say that he feel very sad when he got 19. GO TO HE*L U DICKholeish ludicrous slut. he complained abt his commenwaelth eassy as well. WTF 23 is gd enuff okay? i seriously think u hav inferiority complex or sth. u r doing so well yet u still whine and whine like a little bit*h. u can jolly well kiss my @$$. do u knoe how lucky u r? U hav gf and gifted with a smart brain. do u knoe dat some1 DON EVEN HAV BOTH? i hat u. i fuc8ing hate u.
ya, so expect less update from now on. i'll switch on my "turbo mugging mode" and resume my mugger self......
Friday, February 20, 2004
Top 20 Reasons Why Singaporeans Aren’t Having Sex or Children
by Kway Png
TalkingCock quizzes Singaporeans on why they’re not having sex or children:
1. Gahmen told me last time to stop at 2, so I thought better be kiasu and stop at zero.
2. Sex is cheaper overseas, like in Batam or Hat Yai, so I thought I’d have sex there instead.
3. I’m too scared that I’ll accidentally call out my maid’s name during sex.
4. I am having sex. It’s just that it’s all oral at the moment.
5. Romancing Singapore campaign is too subtle. We need a Let’s Shag, Singapore! Campaign.
6. If I have kids, that means I’ll have to start watching weird shit on TV like Teletubbies or Barney, and I’d rather die.
7. I do’wan to mess up my hair. Do you know how much hairdressing costs nowadays?
8. If I have chewren, wait they take all my Hello Kitty dolls, then how?
9. I can’t do it with my parents in the next room, I don’t have a car, and I can’t afford hotel rooms.
10. Are you kidding? I do’wan to have the same kind of fucked-up children like my parents did.
11. During NS, my sergeant told me to fuck off, so being the obedient type, I’m now completely off fucking.
12. If Ministers want us to have kids, give us some of their salary and maybe I can afford it.
13. Wah lau, I everyday kena screw at work, you want me to go home and screw some more?
14. Which sadist would bring a child into this world to go through our education system?
15. Too scared. During horror movies, the ones who always kena killed first by the psycho serial killer are the ones having sex.
16. During sexuality education in school, they kept teaching us to abstain from sex. I guess I’m just a very good student.
17. I’m just too shacked out from masturbating to Internet porn.
18. How do you know Singaporeans aren’t having enough sex? It’s just being exported. Singapore women only want to have sex with foreigners so they can cabut the country, while Singapore men are having sex in foreign countries like China, Thailand, Indonesia, Vietnam, etc.
19. I won’t believe the Gahmen seriously wants me to have sex until MediaCorp starts producing porn. (Note: please, not starring Moses Lim or Lydia Sum.)
20. Every time I have sex, I recall that the Gahmen wants me to have sex, and frankly, thinking of the Gahmen when having sex totally kills my mood.
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today, i shall talk the amazing science of straight-eye syndrome.
the symptom of straight-eye syndrome, obviously, is dat he or she can onli look at the things in front of him, and would fail to notice anthing to his left or right. strange enough, even voices coming from his left or right would be ignored by the person.
secondly, the person suffering from the disease has a high tendency to trip and fall for no appaent reason,. scientists has yet come up with a solid reason behind this ghastly phenomenom, and the widely-accepted hypothesis is that the patient has perhaps too much fluid in his aqueous humour and the water potential in the aqueous humour is higher than the vitreous humour and hence osmosis occurs and blah blah blah.... another scientist has come up with the idea that its perhaps the accumulation of aqua in the patient's medulla oblongata and corpora quadrigemina that causes the tendency to lose balance. but this hypothesis is not widely accepted, cos the scientist is an ABNN.
scientists has yet to come up with a cure for this disease.
why did i post this interesting article? todae @ AMK library, i was lookin for king and HS but could not find them. then i looked at my right. they were at the table, like only 5 metres aways from me. oh dude, straight-eye sndrome?
Tuesday, February 17, 2004
ok, im being heavily critised by some1 today that my blog sux to the core and it wasn't so nice as it was b4. hence i looked at my past entries. gasp!!! 80% of the time im whining like a little bit**, 60% of the time im complaining abt my personal relationships, and 70% of the time i was being nice. accordng to this person, the blog sux pretty much now, and it was really gay.(summarised conclusion) also, according to this fella, more action is needed. not to mention more cursings of slutty ppls like the dining hall hoes.(hey it rhymes!!!)
first, let me tell u sumting: i don curse at ppl all the time. in fact, i dun want to do that unless i'm really pissed. perhaps u hav read my past blogs dat i ONLI CURSE AND SWEAR WHEN:
1) some1's action pisses me off
2) i'm being daoed
3) i'm being ridiculed (by myself or other ppl)
4) my selfesteem was destroyed
and many other factors which i was unable to think of at the point of time...
as u can see, the reason whyi was so pissed during the fund day was becos that slutty bitch has violated all of the above factors. :(
i m a mature man now, and i onli throw off my temper when i absolutely need to.
secondly, pls recognise the fac that I AM A HUMAN BEINGS WITH EMOTIONS. u cannot expect me to come up with funny stuffs all the time. i hav my ups-and-downs and ur demand is in fact making me feel very,very tired and exhausted. im not trying to scold u or anything but please, be more reasonable and understanding. im sure there will be times when u feel sad and wants to cry? pls note that im not bo liao to hunt for funny pics everyday?
thirdly, abt the whining, ya i whine too much, and i'll try to change that, and i apologise. all these whining makes me a big sissy, and perhaps the underlying reason of why i cannot come up wif anything funny since last week.
for ur rquest:
happy? ;)
wow saw some1's photo in friendster, verrrryyyyy nice!!!!! yeah wat surprises me is that u looked real tall and mature in that photo!!! not to mentin that u looked handsome as well? that shirt suits u very well, by the way. did u hire a fashion consultant? dude u shld hav wore that kind of clothes more often instead of the usual bermuda/t-shirt combination cos chix digs handsome and mature man.... or perhaps this is ur secret in ur success of getting gfs.......
some how i've got this feeling that im gonna flunk my lit test.. again...,
somehow i just couldn't think of anything to write for commonwealth essay,
somehow i hav to resort to plagirism,
somehow i'm still as fat as ever,
somehow the scars still won't go away,
somehow i sux when my hair is long,
somehow i got real pissed with my mum that i sreamed like a madman cos she keep irritating me,
somehow some ppl can sms to gf all the time yet still got so high for all his subjects yet some ppl study so ard yet results r like sh*t...
somehow i still feel lonely deep inside me.....
Monday, February 16, 2004
since i hav nth better to do, might as well put this up:
Section 1: How You Approach Life and How You Appear To Others
Modest, unobtrusive, and often rather quiet or shy, you are a person who is content to be in the background or to serve as an assistant, in the supporting role rather than in the lead. You are quite humble in your own assessment of yourself and you have a very strong perfectionistic attitude, with a tendency to be overly self-critical. No matter how well you do something, you always see the flaws in it and how it could be improved. Often you will simply refuse to attempt something because you feel you cannot meet your own high standards.
Section 2: The Inner You: Your Real Motivation
At heart you are very gentle, impressionable, and receptive -a dreamer. The world of your imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to you as anything in the outer world, though you may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting your inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, you have a rich inner life, though you may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. You usually keep to yourself.
Sunday, February 15, 2004
wow... for no apparent reason i am the career guidance club IT head!!! erm, shld i be happy abt it?
saw a damn disgusting and disturbing email. some1 died of consipation... the intestines are full of Sh*t. arrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhh my fragile little mind is polluted!!!!!!!! holy sh*t!
oops, did i just mention sh*t again?
lets not tok abt sh*t anymore.....going to puke...
i think that my sis has the coolest valentine's gift this year!!! its such a novelty, yet so nice at the same time. for those ppl who want to take a look, go to her blog.
hmm some1 must learn from her bf..................................
okae i put up my sister's blog link.. though she was practically a copycat and perhaps a hypocrite(notice that i use the word"perhaps" ), her blog is still quite nice... so i just might as well put a link here...
darn why is every1's blog so nice except mine? why is it that my word flow is so jerky? why, why, why?
oh dear, i'm whining again
Pisces
Your sensitive nature might be overwhelmed with confusion right now, and you refuse to act until you feel more settled. If you're coupled-up, you're probably aware of this pattern; now's the time to take steps toward improving communication. Only you are in charge of your feelings, so take some responsibility -- and honest discussion midweek will make your Valentine's Day surprisingly sweet. If you're single, enjoy the heck out of your freedom instead of pining to be paired up. Do something spontaneously out of character -- get cheap weekend tickets to someplace exotic, or take yourself out to the theater for V. Day. Remember, you're an awesome date!
www.astrology.com
hmmmm i felt, erm, better?
Saturday, February 14, 2004
Mtv Asia Awards has become the most gay thing i've ever saw, and can e comparable to Gaypimp.(he's a singer, for those ppl who r interested to see his mtv, go to www.gaypimp.com trust me ist's not porn!!!!) the angel??? yux yux yux yux yux yux yux yux yux yux yux yux yux yux yux!!!!!! gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay !!!!!!!!! this s the msot stupid and disgusting thig i've ever saw on a television before. ya and i dont find it fnny. the guy who made this stupid presentation MUST be STONED!!! yeah maybe i'll make a petition;)
michelle branch, wat happend to u?? wow i never knew u have SUCH A BIG AND SQUARISH NOSE!!! wow wat a WONDERFUL hairstyle!!!! U KNOW, WAT? U HAVE JUST GIVEN A NEW MEANING TO WARDROBE MALFUNCTON!!! LEt's celebrate!!! yeah!!
hmm caucasians has a tendency to grow fat, for some reason. stacis, michelle branch, etc, wow perhaps they've eaten too many chili crab or sth.
other than that the rest's r okay.
the great trilogy of the saturday adventure has ended. heyyyyyy whhheeerrrreee'sss mmmyyyyy vvvaaalllleeenntttiinnee?
went to eat wif teck and some RV ppl. erm for some reasons i was really quiet. for a person who normally cannot keep his mouth shut, this is indeed a peculiar phenomenom.
perhaps its just that i couldn't get into their conversation and have no idea wat tey r toking abt, ya and i don find it
funny at all.
again, for a person who can laugh for no apparent reason during shacketon, this is indeed strange!!!isn't it,guys?
its very weird but ya, for some reason i cannot communicate wif RV ppls, with the exception of a few.why is that i can tok wf geps/gays/sissiys/posers/dense ppls/lamer/anti-social and joke and alugh iwf them yet i just can'tdo the same for RV ppl?
hmmmm it must be the conflcting horoscopes........
<<::end of part 2::>>
today is valentine's day. hey, where is my valentine?
this morning there is a stupid and crazy beetle that buzz all around me in the lift, and i was screaming like a little bitch when it landed on my hair. after i get out of the lift i was becoming real paranoid and beetlephobic, continuasly suspecting that the stupid beetle is still lurking around somewhere.
halfway thru the bus trip, i saw that fother mucking beetle landing comfortably on my knee. i wass sooooo piisssseeedd off and stomped on it hysterically, laughing like a madman during the execution.(ok the last part was abit exaggerating) this is wat u get for challenging my authoritah, u bitch.
red cross trainig sux as usual, well cos they dont really give a damn abt us sec4s. hey ariffin was here!!! too bad allan can't join the fun or we can form a three some. skipped PT cos of my skin prob. sat on the bench and enjoy some real good morning breeze. YEAHHHHHH.....
the NCCs really look good in their uniforms, ha though shifu looked like a 40-year-old-man. wow, zhimin has lost some lard! hmmm i must drink a lot of water as wel cos i also need to lose some of my fatty deposits....
the gepslackers got screwed for playing soccer ball when others r having lessons.haha some ppl look so god damn funny when he is pissed! ya sorry i felt like laughing instead of fearing:) though some antisocial/gay/queer/dense geps has tarnished the reputations of the geps, others r really nice and normal ppl!
<<::end of 1st part::>>
Friday, February 13, 2004
okay finally i have time to blog.....
physics test ,is, another, big.fat.flop. im damn screwed this term....
got back my hist and lit. ya im very very sad that i didnt hav time to complete the last question or i could finally have a A1 for my hist. :(
as for lit, ya i practically give up the subject liao, so, no pain. even though 16 is pretty low. Tackie got a 22 for this test,so u can see how bad it is........ im very pissed off at lit because i would get the same kind of mark no matter if i studied or not. maybe its the teacher's fault that had caused my once favourite subject to be my most hated now.....
i didnt blog yesterday, so i dint see those tagboard messages until now. ya i knew that some1, or some ppls is/are very upset with my comments on wed (is it wed?) ya hence now i apologise for doubting our four years of friendship, etc. sorry but im really depressed that day :( perhaps its due to my inferiority complex . ya once again im very sorry.....i hope we could still be frieds :)
damn, wat FEI statement is dat?! wats wrong with me nowadays.
some1 complained that this blog is getting real moody. ya i also dunno wat's wrong wif me. so i'll just try to say some funny things...
today i giggled hysterically during shackleton for no apparent reason. and its damn loud lah, damn embarrassed. perhaps ts the gayness of the captain when he said: "we r going to live!!" or maybe i'm just too stressed.
did the visual arts notice board. ya not too bad, but the board is too saggy and the thing really look crumple, ya so not very nice liao :( (sob....) for those who want to take a look, go to the notice board undr the clock tower.
went home @6. darn another day wasted. i peed at the sch toilet, then pressed the button. then suddenly this maintainence fella came and said:" got powder rite? nvm i'll flush" then i looked at the crucible(is this the name?) then alas! how can i not notice that there's a hell lot of soap powder! wow i peeed at the powder then he came and scrub the bowl.....felt very weird...
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
sigh. i knew it. its another sucky day for me. sh*t.
damn, im so fooking so screwed up for my chinese test......damn damn damn damn it must be those stupid antibiotics that im taking......damn dizzy in the school for the whole day...... felt like there is a lot of fluid in my brain... just like the feeling of seasickness.... crap...
bio test its much worse......practically going to sleep...
wat pisses me off is that i couldnt sleep, despite the dizzy spells. great, now my mum don believe that i am sick :(
i kne its a much harder day for the rest of u out there, becauses i skipped a 2.4km run, so im supposed t be more energetic than the rest of u...... darn these stupid things growing on my neck must be sucking all my energies......
after the test i hav more time to reflect on myself.... ya i maybe sad/worried that i may not hav "true" friends but i hav neglected the fact that there is always ppl to support me when i needed them the most, and i overlooked too many things when im upset. i shouldnt vent my anxiety and frustration on the blog because subconsciously, i'm trying to get ppl's symphathy... dat was wrong...
darn im having these mood swings. must because im a pisces...ya pisces are very temperamental and moody... but strangely im a happy pisces....must be because of the moon and sun and neptune locations, etc....
im really pissed at a person today. despite my headache, i went wif him to buy stuff for some1. but then he choose here and there but did not buy anything in the end. then he begged me to take north-east line wif him with the carrot that he would tell me who he is going out wif on saturday. ya acutally i dont give a damn who is his "Good Friend" ya because of his begging that i relented to go with him to take north-east line. guess wat he said?
"actually im not going ut wif anyboday on saturday. im going wif him/her on sunday. so ur question is invalid"
i m so FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUULKKKKKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGG PPPPPPPIIIIIISSSSSSSEEEEEEDDDDDDD!!!!! ya i go all the way wif u to j8, then mrt, then douby gaught station, then u r giving me this crap. i m pissed not because u don tell me that watsoever's name, but on the basis that u don trust me as a friend and tricked me and wasting my time. u know what i can do i this 1 hour? U SUCK, LIKE A VACUUM CLEANER. u r an offspring of a banana tree.
DARN IM SO FUKKKKKKLLLLLIIIIIINNNNNGGGGGGGSS PPPPPPIIIIISSSSEEEEDDDDD OOFFFFFFFFFF.
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
sigh another sad, sad day for me...... got theworst mark of my life for Amath.... 1/2 of full mark...sigh its gonna look darn ugly in my progres report......
double test tomolo......pissed......
stupid pimples/blemishes/rashes/watsoever...... WHY CANT IT JUST GO OFF?! IM DAMN FCUKING PISED OFF!!!! IF IT STUCKon me 4ever then i think i'll hav no chance of ever gettin a gf............
Monday, February 09, 2004
saw some ppls' blog......sigh im so envious of their friendship.....go around watch movies and eat 2gether as a gang...so closely bonded..... sigh why isit that i didnt experience all these in my 4 goddam RI years? ok perhaps there is some, like maybe once or twice a year....but it is like nth compared to theirs
sigh...im so depressed....it seems that im such a failure in personal relationships. ok i hav friends, but most are superficials ones...yes we tok and tok , hav fun, but they surely wont ask me out to watch movies or screw around wif them... its like i hav only 1 close friend, and that's a very sad thing.(for those ppl who is very upset when they saw this part because u treat me like a gd friend, im sorry because im a very zi bei person...)
sigh....i guess its because im such an asshole in sec 1 and no one want to friend me then. i was this little dirty bastard, always thinking im the best, and behave like a complete dickhead. like the saying:"u bear the fruit that you've sowed", i didnt lay the foundation of friendship in sec 1, and now i lived to regret it. i pursued too much in my academical areas, that ive neglected my other fields such as friends and etc. if time can go back, i would surely change myself for the better instead of being such a little bast*rd.
sigh im such a loser, having no real stable friends,(once again if u r upset, i apologise). in fact, im a big fat, ugly, pimplish, nerdy, porno, sucky a$$holic lousy loser who cant even speak or write properly.... (sob)
the consolation is that at least i admit that im a loser, not like some blogs using flowery languages to cover up their inner insecurity and fear. im a frasnk person; i wrote how and wat i feel. a real man has its ups-and-downs and u cant always be happy. its through these that we learnt the lessons in life and develop as a person.(ok, that's abit fake.....)
Friday, February 06, 2004
ARRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHH HOLY SHIT! SCREWWWWWWED MMMMYYYYYYYY FOTHER MUCKING CHEM TEST!!!AHHHHHHHHHH GOD DAMMMMMMMMMMMIT! SHIT! CRAP! BUKKAKE! KAMIKAZE! %&#&%$^#^$(!!!
Actually it is a easytest. But me misread the question and calculate 5min of gas instead of 4 minute. SHTI, 5 marks gone down the drain :(
Its like such a bad dayfor me. first the announcement in the morning was SOOOOOO SCREWWWED up. mispronounced alot of words, tongue -tied like crazy, and the worst thing is dat i said a very stupid thing. 4 those ppl who want to knoe wat it is, its @ quote of the day later. so hav the patience to read my blog and check it out.
for some reason no one raised up the issue. ohhhhhhh u guys are sooooooo kind!!!
im so god damn pissed off pissed off with the general office staff. i went there to look for a person, and so i asked them. THEIR ATTITUDE SUX TO THE CORE. they like igore ignore me, and want me to leave AFAP like that. then when teachers came their face will automatically undergo megatranformation into big smilies.
FU(K U ALL lah! don't u knoe WHO IS PAYING UR WAGES? it us the student population okay? u bloody MILF sh*T, u r employed to serve the school okay. how dare u give this kind of attitude, if u give this kind of sh*t in a company u would hav been long fired, u knoe? ask the headmaster to fire u all pigs ah, all there sit there do nothing then eat,eat, eat, grow like fat chickens like that. u knoe wat happens to chickens? they get slaughtered for bird flu
do u all know wat is the most impportant thing in service industry? :ur service and attitude. but WHERE ARE THEY?????? where are your smile, where are ur F***ing SMILES?????? u faggots, pimps, lesbos, sluts, world-trade-centre-bombers, infedels, fooksticks.
ahhhhhhh damn pissed.
library comunity service @ ANg Mo Kio. SiAAAAAAANzzZZZZZZ. arrange books, magazine loh. sigh~ gd thing is that it will end at march. and today im amazed with the large number of chines magazines, and amazed that almost all r BULLSHAT stuf that u find dirty even when u use to wipe ur arse. wat tui xiu? wat shaonianduzhe? wat yishenjiankang? who will read this kind of magazine man?
wowwwwww woman's magazines are actually more sexually explicit than man's!!!!! wow every woman magazines' cover wpould surely be some skimpily-drsssed woman that could actually be comparable to that of FHM or Playboy. hey then why do they ban playboy, when even woman magazine with suggestive names like"flirt" r allowed t be published??? our govt is, perhaps, feministic. ha i shldnt say more in case they will come after me, like JBJ & co.
perhaps if playboy change its name to "lady's in the house", the govt would allow it to sell here. dat would gd news to all man out there. now, DAT WOULD BE GOOD NEWS wouldn't it?
the consolation for the boring library service is dat i found NEWMAN in the magazine section.sean and i r enjoying everybit of carrie chong. yeah~ ^_^
arrrgh i still hav to go for a camp. darn ~.~ hey, any1 want to go camp wif moi? east coast? ya, u don need to stay overnight with me(i knew most ppl wouldn't want to ;))just accompany me to do stuff will do. its a 2-day-1-night stuff, and ya, its a slack camp lah, can roller-blade, can skate, can play bowling, etc but must do at least 12 hours of ativity. ya and the teachers will onli look at the photos and wont ask a sh*t abt anything.................. ya so anyone interested??? pleeeease? ;)
went home, then suddenly rain halfway. wat the raindrops r si bei dua, like being stoned to death like dat. arrgh hav to run home and by the time i reached home, i was like all wet. *,*
then the stuff that i ordered from mail order came. WTF? the keychains r all sooooooo GD dirty, and the samsung 1 dat look soooo nice become a stupid china imitation. ARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the worst thing is that my sister's friend didnt buy some of the stuff.(u see, i place order, then she buy from the shop itself) my siter say because she cant remember so many things. ARRRRRRRRGHHH how can anyone be so stupid??? the only thing i can say is that this friend is ludicrously, ridiculously, incorrrigibly, annoyingly, tangibly, hyperbolically stupid, dumb, retarded, mentally-challenged, and absolutely brainless creature. damn FUUKed up.
okay, at least there are happie momonts for today. me and a person sitting next to me(name censored to protect his privacy) r happily playing with ethanol during bio lesson. hey do u knoe that u can start a fire with fire starter and ethanol? me and that guy r happily uring a big patch of ethanol on the ground and the blind beach didnt even knoe!!! haha
the gang in class after sch r imitating the "sorriest fight ever seen", lol it was gd funny!!! everyone r fighting like losers in the video, missing all punches. ahahahahha. for those who dunno wat im saying, nvm.....
class deco competion. koh and yap came to inspect our class. thanx to kenny and co's amazzing creativity, the board become much nicer, and gruelsomely funnier. koh and yap came, but all they care is stuff like how much we spend and whether we use recycled material, etc. sigh(knocking head on the wall) the content ! the content!!!
yap is staring at the poster. ha i bet she could not comprehend it., and po is frodo,etc...
after a while they left, AND DID NOT SEE THE CNN BOARD. oei u all blind or wat????? see the F***INGboard!!! okok i apologise for that.
sigh, its such a sh*t day, isn't it?
quote of the day: " oh, do you need to be good in sports, erm, art to join the art club?"
Thursday, February 05, 2004
came home early.....but can't concentrate..... slack until 10 still havent study finish.....
so darn poopish
La la la
La la la la la
La la la
La la la la la
La la la
La la la la la
La la la
La la la la la
I just can`t get U out of my head
Boy your loving is all I think about
I just can`t get U out of my head
Boy it`s more than I dare 2 think about
La la la
La la la la la
I just can`t get U out of my head
Boy your loving is all I think about
I just can`t get U out of my head
Boy it`s more than I dare 2 think about
Every night
Every day
Just 2 B there in your arms
Won`t U stay
Won`t U lay
Stay 4ever and ever and ever and ever
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modified my entries abit ...to clean uo the language lol. this is a public site after all. ppl must hav impression of moi mah ;)
another factor is kenny's blog. i was amazed at his language skills. ya, he could scold somebody without using vulgarities. wow, 1st is that u gain internal pleasure, 2nd is that u wont degrade urself, which is great.
imust learn more from kenny and co. the art of reprimandation, so that i wont always hav to resort to using those few words when im pissed.....yeah.....
talked to a damn freaky kid today in bus stop. check email once a month? play computerr games once a week? surf the net once a week? have broadband access? read books in freetime? dude, he's sooooooooo geppy. the worst thing is that HE'S NOT. aiyoh how come art club all this kind of ppl 1 ah?
read the latest mo fa lao shi(magister negi magi) from the net. wah damn kool sia! instead of the usual sexually explicit scenes(those ppl who bought the book shld knoe wat i mean;)), this week is TOTAL HARDCORE BATTLE. wah magic kid VS werewolf kid. wah graphics damn nice. yes this porn-ass author is finally going on the right track!!!
Wednesday, February 04, 2004
Darn , math test tomorrow....
The problem with me is that i always presume that this topic is too easy for me, so i didn't really revise until TODAY and find out that i couldn't do or understand the number concept!! i mean, how to know whether how many even numbers be formed from 1,2,3,4,5? ahhhhh my complacency has destroyed me totally.
the super-duper secret project is a roaring success. the down side is that the sound is muffled and the audience can't make out some jokes. for example, viola keep repeating "1 bosom" and after the william hung dance, fabian says: "if this is to happen on a stage now, i would condemn it as an improbable fiction!" sadly these punch lines are widely ignored. i would say its the sucky computer's fault.
yes we got the highest mark for presentation. 17.5. ok that 0.5 was a result of continuous begging and persuation. but thats the fact man, CAN U BEAT THAT?
show a few of my proud collections of video clips. the whole class is ltao, including hobbitch. the sad thing is that they don appreciate the gaypimp video. hey i think its funny. do i hav a weird taste? or am i perverted or sth? maybe.
searched william hung on the net. wow most are websites supporting him, and encouraging him. ppl r so nice nowadays....... the rest i'll maybe fill up tomolo, dun feel like blogging for now......
sorry this is done IN 12 am and i don even knoe wat im typing. so don be surprised if the story seemed cock-up
the story of philip
once upon a time, there was a boy called philip. philip is a "fill in the blanks here" boy. one day there is this play, and philip decides to go. but philip does not want people to call him a swakoo anymore. so philip wore his yandao suit that has the magical power that will turn wonders to anything shit.
after wearing te magical suit, philipfelt an instant sensationthroughout his body. he transformed into a super duper yandao! happie, philip wnet to watch the play.
on the way to the mrt station, quite near his house, philip saw a lot of dunman gals alighting from a bus. philip tries to be kool and use the hp to call his friend.but he suddenly lose his balance and tripped. the worst thing is that there were gals beside him. all the gals(maybe some, optimistically) began to laugh at philip the clown. philip is upset, but life must go on. hence he swallowd back his tears ( and pride) and continued walked on as if nth has happened. thanks to rvolutionary technology in shoes, philip is able to walk at a lightning speed, leaving those dunman gals behind. philip shut his ears so that he wont hear anymore of the stupid giggles. philip associates himself to duchess janet jackson, whose brassiere was torn by Sir Justin Timberlake. SirTimberlake was sentenced to stone to death in Teheran.
philip went with a lot of ppl to the theatre. but empress jasb' got lost and walked 1 BIG round, going back to the same place. Philip, together with riders of arty-farty, decideds to act alone and walked by themselves. With their lightning-speed shoes, they were able to reach there in time.
The lords of the poser kingdoms, namely zhihao from haozhiria, trotsky from leongrad, and jem from crocodile swamps was amazed with philip. it was the 1st time that they saw philip can look good in sth. the praises flushed away the unhappy incident of the fall of the dunman.
philip watches the play and found nth special about it. maybe the magical suit can only change the exterior self. phili is amazed with Adrian pang and his fluent english. maybe Adrian pan shld go to ch5 or channel i, instead of sdoing those stupid shows in channel u with broken chinese.
philip saw former allies on the way. Emperor Seng Teck and duke Andrew were at the play as well, but they seem to forget philip. its after 5 secondsss then they said: oh, your philp!!' philip is hapy to see the former rulers of the arty-farty land, but not quite happy about him being daoed.
after the play, philip aligned himself with the noble knights of Forseeria, and ride togetherto the arty-farty land, and lived happily after.
Monday, February 02, 2004
ahhhh a normal day, finally. nth much has happened today, but i hav an immense sore throat that really pisses me off. cant eat fried stuff for the next few days. do project until 4 am and sleep until 1. ha im a crazy dick.
had porridge for the whole day. mmmmmm..... and drank lots of water, but the irritating sore throat stilll won't go down. crap.
yes, finally the secret project is done. but maybe it's because i've watched so many times, it doesnt seem to be funny anymore. i hope that the response would be a gd 1.
ahh sunday. went wif my family for eye checkup. hey not bad my eyes did not increse since last year. wow, imagine u play computer for at least 3 hours everyday and eyesight did not worsen? dude, datsa kool.
sis bought a glass so that she wont wear contact lene that often . she cxlaimed that wearing contact too often will hurt her precious little eyes. haha she has that nerdy look when she put on those glasses ;)
lunch @ foodcourt. mmmmm chicken chop in jap sauce. then the stupid uncle ask me how to add a contact and showing off his T610 in the process. aiyah aiyah iknew that ur business doing very well lah, don need to show off rite? helped him loh.
after lunch went to OP with my sis and mum wnet to cold storage to buy stuff. wah damn lot of gals, and all types. since when OP has become a gal shop? intended to buy a white 1, then my sis said orange is more outstanding, so i bought that 1. kool and its onli 15.9. ya now they hav a lot of gd shirts at promo price, perfect for bargain hunters and opportunist. my is keep SMSing to her BF. darn irritating.
for ur info , my sis lookes totaly different frm me so don expect ask me whether she look s as por as me or sth like that
went home after that, then fell into a long nap, woke up at 7 then try to do hw but failed.
haha japan hour hour is fuckin hilarious. there's this chinese restaurant sellling WANTON @ 800 yean and then they said it's worth the money(without noddle u knoe). the host like he's gonna burst into tears of satisfaction when he eat the wanton, and saying how thin the wanton skin is. cmon' singapore onli selling 2 bucks okay. then there's a woman selling char siew and then they keep exclaiming: its red! it's red! haha never see before charsie isit? oh ya and there's a store selling fried fishcake @70yen and they keep emphasising how chaep and delicious it is. i think that if i open a fried kway teow store there, everybodybody from japanwill flock there and eat.
that's sth idon like abt japanese. the r like making a big fuss over such a small matter and act so exaggerately like it's a gifyt from god like that. suddenly 8 words came across my mind : jing di zhi wa, gu luo gua wen.
wah somehow all my blogs r all freaking long. sigh, why do i hav such an adventurous life?
u all may be wondering why i didn't blog yesterday. well, cos my sister is using her com for da whole night, dat's why. hence u all can see that i onli blog at ODD hours.
wah there's so much to write about. first is the fund-raising crap. ha it certainly didn't raise my spirit at all. doreen-the-bitch came and crap all that responsibly crap. Atrocious. then i saw Lazy Mutha Fucka on my way to collect my tin (for those ppl who dunno who LMF is, he is a short-fart @$$hole whom u don't need to give a Farq abt him). ha, and suddenly i had a premonition that this is gonna be a crap day.
the gd thing is dat i'm finally given my 1ST leadership role after my 3 FOTHER MUCKING years in red cross. ha and they say red cross promotes leadership skills. crap , damn nervous..... the bad thing is that all my members dont really want to listen to me, and some sec3 bastard try to be more "leaderish" than me. u @$$hole.
wah today damn lot of ppl sia, well i mean fund-collectors. wah its like we walk like every 10 steps then there will be a guy holding a stupid can in front of you and say: "pleeeease make a donation?" ah stupid red-cross. make every sch collect at the same day. then @ bishan mrt we saw a lot of gals, mostly dinosaurs(well, this is RED CROSS, wad do u expect?). then a cedar gal come in front of me and ask for donations. actually ppl r not allowed to ask 4 donations in mrt. but since she looks quite chio, i donated anyway. i felt an immense sense of pleasure and satisfaction upon seeing her happy face. ah, maybe today isnt so bad after all.
then we went suntec. wah even the mrt is filled with RGS fund gals, and some cedars too. my group tried to find some place where there's no competion, but even the TAXI STAND and fountain of wealth is occupied. seeing those RGS gals rushing in font and crowd a man after he had alighted from a taxi reminds of those documentaries in Discovery channel. ghastly. disturbed. ppl say that ppl in top sch shld hav better behaviours, yet from wat i saw was disappointing. vultures.
my strategy is that i will go to places that deserted, so that there will be no competition. yes, there s NO competion, but the no. of ppl donating r pathetic. even most of the passer-by have that irritating small sticker snobbishly stuck to the front of the t-shirt. so i changed my tactic and says:
"excuse me, would you like to make a donation to the red cross? erm, AGAIN?"
time flies and busines is still bad. then, i found a perfect heaven. one big place and no irritating fund-raisers. i quickly rushed to that place. yeah ,monies started rolling in. then 7 RGS gals surrounded moi, chopping all the places they could. Beaches. the wrost thing s that most of the gals that i saw today along the way r horribly ugly, 40% of them r fat, 60% short-fart. my "cai-lu" sudnely r invaded by these ASSCLUB 7 ppl. i hold back my tears, swallowed my pride, and continue asking ppl for money like a begger. but even begger don approach ppl for money?
then i saw her. yes, a gorgeous looking , well-developed, in-her-twenties, sexually attractive chix.
dude, sometimes god is so unfair. i asked her 4 money. and guess what? she just "dao" me and walked away. AHHHHHHHH screwwwww Uuuuuu beach!slut! tree-hugger! u think just because u r a LITTLE outstanding, then u can just anyhow break a innocent-still 16 yeard old-boy's heart? so wat if u hav those 2 thingy hanging around? i tell u jonk's is far bigger than urs okay.(sorrie jonk ;() POKE IT OFF WITH A NEEEDLE I TELL U, U GNNBCCB.
languishing on a bus-stop bench, in grey melancholy. then a chio ah lian neighbourhood sch gal holding the can walked past. felt instantly better, just like taking panadol when u hav a headache.
lunch time. yeahhhh fillet-o-fish meal @ 4.90 with free pie. kool. i ordered 1 WITHOUT SAUCE, and gusee wat? SHE FUCKIN GAV ME ONE WITHOUT "SALT"! AHHHHH HOW CAN ANYONE BE SO STUPID? i then had to carefully wipe off those disgusting tartar sause away, before i could enjoy my meal. oh ya the pie SUX, taste like tose leftover orang juice from the morning with hell lotta starch. no wonder it is free with the meal. we all then talk about our fund-raisng adventures, and how we fare in each place. my juniors r on a bridge and they collected hell lotta money. they also chased away those bitchy RGS gals. kool. we also toked abt our OBS days and how a guy this year tore his scortum. wow that must have hurt like crap.
after lunch is slackin time, then we all are dispersed around and arranged to go back at 130. went carrefour and amused at hitler:rise of eveil. the movie is so kool an, felt like buying 1. then saw a bunch of kids playin x-box. wow it rocks. happie times up and we had to go. but this fuckin fella got both of us LOST in suntec and we had to walk and walk and walk for 1 hour before we can get outta there. the onli compensation is that i saw a lot of shops. wow OP, wow BUM, wow walet shop.......... wah suntec damn big, felt like going there to shop some other time.
by the time we reached sch it was 3. we just gave our cans and finished. wow. then went for interclass.
despite having the best strikers and the BEST goalie, we lost all 3 matches. the onli consolation is that ho chuan scored a goal again 4b. 4b 4-1, 4h 1-0, and 4a 3-0. wah holly crap. haha sean is damn funny. he tried to pus a big guy but fall down himself instead. amazingly Kwa came to support. then all of them want to waatch xmen 2 and left onli the loner me to go home myself.
it's onl until todae thaat i realised there was so many disturbingly ugly gals exists in tis world. well, maybe i shldnt be so sad on fri , at least i didnt hav them as my GF ;)
YES, I WOULD NOW MAKE AN AMMENDMENT TO MY STATEMENT: i WANT QUALITY GALFRIEND rather than QUANTITY galfriend.
props for the koreans who gave me advice and money
props for our soccer team who fought hard and their spirit
props for ho chuan the goal machine
props for KWA who decides to support the class soccer team instead for being such a loner
props for all those ppl who donated money to me
flops for those bitchy and ugly RGS gals
flops for big tit chio bu bitch who dao me
flops for conseeding 8 goals and scoring onli 1 and losing all 3 games
flops for taxi koh who tries to be authoratative and pissed me off
flops for those dickheads who don't want to donate to me.
